Bogle Times: March 20, 2007 PDF Print E-mail
Written by Emily Bogle   
Thursday, 22 March 2007 17:44

ImageThere’s a tree in our yard that Spence and I were sure was dead.  It had lost all its leaves and when everything else around it was flourishing this tree showed no sign of life.  It looked like an eighteen -foot stick planted in the yard.  This was in January.

 

We left Uganda January 19th with the world falling around us.  The unspeakable had happened.  Death empties everything inside you, even if you’re not the one who has died.  When someone you love dies, something in you feels like it has died with your beloved (maybe all of you feels dead).

 

We don’t have any answers for the tragedy of losing Adam and Moses; and truthfully, I’m not sure I want any answers right now.  The things that did and have become certain during this time are somehow enough to hold us up when we feel like our breath has been knocked out of us and our legs refuse to hold us upright.  Christ came down and entered into this world to suffer with us.  Why anyone would choose to suffer is beyond me.  I know Adam was trying to suffer with those around him, and that the focus of this mission that even I have joined finds its roots in suffering with those we are with…but true suffering – the kind that threatens to steal your hope and your joy, really, really hurts.

From the time that we became aware of the tragedy unfolding around us, Christ was present.  He sent the mission team in Mbale into prayer as they searched for Moses and Adam for us while we were still in Jinja.  Ugandans and Ex-patriots alike came to our homes to offer tears and presence to share comfort and strength.  The mission team in Kampala began working quickly on details that we had not even begun to consider yet – (plane tickets to the states).  All of our beloved in America grieved heavily with us before we even reached home – we received emails and phone calls of prayers and condolences.  Money was raised to help with the sudden expenses of funerals and travel.  Individuals, families, churches, people that we do not know were covering all with prayers.  These pieces of love were the hands and tears of Christ.

 

Our TreeMarch 2nd we returned to Uganda .  Adam and Moses still live in our thoughts constantly.  Condolences are still being shared…but something amazing – truly amazing has occurred.  The day before we left to return home to Africa , God blessed Ben and Kym (and all of us) with the life of a beautiful, healthy, baby boy.  God brought life into a world of suffering.  This life that God has given does not replace Adam or Moses or the grief that is ever present for all of us, but it brings the hope and the joy that was threatened back into the forefront of our minds.  This life reminds us that Christ did suffer with us, and he did not give up in this dark world but continued to be the creator and the comforter.

 

So we are back…trying to figure out what suffering with others really means – and that’s okay.  Christ will keep showing us.   Our tree, the one we thought was dead, is dressed in bright green leaves – giving life to this old world and reminding us that Christ really is ever present creating and comforting.

 

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BZ Bogle said:

Inspiration
Emily, once again your words have inspired me from half way around the world. I hope to someday know you as a neice with whom I have spent time, but I know that you are making Spence a beautiful wife and I am so happy for you and the coming of this precious baby boy. I can hardly wait to meet him and hold him in my arms and welcome him to our family. Know that you are loved and cherished always, Aunt BZ
May 25, 2007

Bud and Charlotte Cawyer said:

Congratulations:
Hello Spence and Emily: I know how excited you must be for the appearance of that baby boy. After 3 great granddaughters, we are finally getting a grandson of our own. We do pray that your pregnancy will continue to be healthy and happy, and when the great time comes for him to make his appearance, may you all be blessed with health and happiness. God Bless you and keep you strong!!
April 22, 2007

Sara said:

thinking of you
I am thinking of both of you this morning. Thanks for your beautiful writing and for sharing your experiences. We love you. Sara
April 13, 2007

Jason Anderson said:

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Hey guys... Just wanted to send you a quick note to say - we love you!

And to say, congrats on having a baby boy! Just recently heard the news... We're so excited for you.

As always thanks for sharing your lives with us. It's nice to have some way to feel connected to people we cherish.

Much Love,
J
April 04, 2007

MOM(PATTI) said:

there is a tree in our yard
What great joy there will be as you and Adam & joses and so many more enter the throne room of God & across the crystal sea, The Lamb who knows your suffering will smile at you and show you the tree of life. I'm so proud of your courage; your willingness to live large. You are not "playing small". You are liberating others from our fear to "suffer".
March 28, 2007

Debby McCrary said:

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Spencer & Emily

As I share in your loss of 2 amazing men, I love that we are also bound by our faith and hope of what is to come. As JimBob sang at the gravesite, we are forever connected by the one we honored on that day. So, I share the hurt and the blessing of knowing Adam, and meeting joses. I feel honored to have memories but sad that memories are all I have until I look at the rebirth of the tree, the birth of Noah, the comfort of God's presence.
Thank you so much for all you mean to Lana. It is a comfort to know that as she travels this rough road, she has you to lean on.
With HIS love and Blessings,
Debby
March 27, 2007

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